Thought you guys might appreciate some hot guys in kilts. I don’t own any of these images.
Hell yes ;DD
today has been a beast. a friend came over to give me advice on one of my cosplay dresses … her advice was basically that I did it wrong :) yay~ we also talked about how austin fashion week went and if I have any business bothering with designing, sewing and modeling.
I fixed the dress and it’s fine now … I still have a couple things to get done today but really I just want to curl up into a ball and cry.
So a person commissioned sweet Sherlock/John smut. It was just supposed to be a coloured sketch but I got a little carried away 8D
why is it the only guys interested in me are all creeps?
I thought it would be a laugh to reply to the funny satanist post and for a while we were having a funny conversation. but, then he got all aggressively sexual and I told him that I wasn’t interested. now he’s making posts on CL trying to get me to talk to him again and I’m just ugh freaked out.
plus coral vagina guy is back again! if I haven’t told you the story of coral vagina guy the long and the short of it is I met this guy and we talked for a while, he seemed nice and I would’ve liked to maybe have gone on a date with him. but apparently all he was interested in was sex, weird sex. he wanted me to meet him in a hotel as strangers where we would go to his room, I would strip and he would describe to me in explicit detail my vagina and how my inner labia is probably the color of coral. after 15 solid minutes of him talking then we would maybe have sex. I’m sorry, I know I have intimacy issues, but I turned him down. he was upset and informed me that he was going to find someone with less problems. now he just pops up every couple months to proposition me again and again. sometimes he’s aggressive sometimes he’s nice, but I’m not fooled because I know what he wants.
all of this after my abusive ex tried to rekindle our broken relationship. I turned him down because I know how it would end, listen to No Children by The Mountain Goats cause that was and would have been us. but he never took kindly to my telling him no and I’ve been carrying the scars from his words ever since.
I’m tired of feeling like a third wheel and I’m tired of feeling lonely. but I can’t seem to find a single guy who’s interested in me outside of weird and toxic sexual relations.
I know I deserve better.
Bean suggested some Thorin/Bilbo post coitus confessions
‘Will you still love me when I’m old and grey?’
‘I shall carry you up the stairs to our bed when you can no longer do so yourself’
i’m so tired of feeling useless and afraid of being left behind again
I intend to do a few different versions of the same sentiment. Look, it’s safe for work! There’s no nudity!
More smut practice, now with bonus tentacles.